And That's Better Than a Suicide Note

from Nightshade Monsters by Coz the Shroom

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I couldn’t face myself again
I tried so hard to be your friend
I hurt the one I love the most
Warm memories a chilly ghost
And every day I hope to crash and die
I fought for you but it turned into our fight
Here comes the flood there are no rescue boats
I write my songs again it helps me cope
And that’s better than a suicide note

I’m in a wilderness of grief
I pray but find my God’s a thief
The hope I thought would come a lie
Can’t handle it but I did try
And every day I hope to crash and die
I fought for you but it turned into our fight
God smite me dead I pray but I was smote
I tear my songs to shreds it helps me cope
And that’s better than a suicide note

I guess I wasn’t strong enough
Delete my songs again it helps me cope
And that’s better than a suicide note

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from Nightshade Monsters, released November 29, 2018

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Coz the Shroom New Mexico

NOW RETIRED TO BECOME A MONK AND FOLLOW THE TAO TE CHING.
Cassette artist since 1979, Former Austin punk rocker, (18 years in Austin Texas) independent recording artist, and part of the SUCKDOG circus from 1991 to 1998. long time performance artist, writer, and psychonaut. ... more

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